Introduction - Where it All Began

Well, here it is. The blog I always said I'd write.

To give you some background information on me, my name is Endrin (to all of you anyway!) and I love sex. Absolutely love it. I love doing it, I love researching about it, I love how much fat it burns in my body! For as long as I have known about sex, I have been a sexual being.
I remember at a young age of about 6, my female friend said to me (during some form of mummy's and daddy's game) "do you want to have sex?". Puzzled, I asked her what it was and she replied "It's when you do sexy stuff." I assumed this just meant very passionate kissing. However a month, or even a year or two afterwards I was staying over my mum's friends house, laying awake in her daughter Skye's room. She was a few years older than me so I figured she would be apropriate to ask what sex was. She proceeded to tell me it was when a man's penis went inside a woman's vagina. I was fascinated!
My next sexual memory after that was in year 4, I would have been 9 or 10. There was a new boy in my class who I found rather attractive and remember coming home that day after school and prancing around in my large backyard proclaiming in song that I was going to have sex with him. Quite odd when I think about it. The same year (or even the one before it) I remember my best friend Anna and I locking ourselves in her room and taking off all our clothes and laying ontop of each other. Can't remember exactly what was going through my mind, though I think it was some other form of game in which we very nearly got busted.
A very odd thing happened in year 5, puberty. And having to learn about it. I went from being very curious about sex, to being very embarassed about it - at least infront of my parents. We were all going to be taught sex education and a note went home that parents could sign if they didn't want their child participating. I begged mum to sign it, I think because I was too embarassed that she'd know that I'd know about sex. I remember crying and saying "but I already know everything!" "Do you know what an orgasm is?" Mum asked. I remember having no idea, but saying "of course I do." Incidently, we never did learn about orgasms or anything about sexual pleasure during any of my sex ed years at school. I was always very good at the subject because I did have this secret yearning to know more about sex...

- Endrin -