Saturday, 29 September 2007

My First Kink

During my romantic little getaway with Edan (a whole 5 minutes from my house), he had bought many scented candles including two vibrant orange scented ones on each bedside table.
I had mentioned to him previously that I am a "kinky girl" and wanted to experiment a little. Of course the beginning of any kink besides the standard fluffy handcuffs is the old candlewax and icecubes trick.
Edan was by no means an attractive man, though looking up at him he resembled Keanu Reeves which was about the extent to which he could physically turn me on. We had a lot of troubles with my lubrication. I secretly thought it was because I did find him so rediucously hideous, he had not one redeeming attractive feature. However, not being able to get wet could also have been due to the fact I had never been with a man and was very scared and excited.
During a hot and heavy make out session, he asked if I would like to play with the candles. I of course said yes. He got up and walked over to the fridge and got the ice cubes as well. I felt very naughty and wild! I told him I was quite a wuss when it came to pain so to be careful with me. He ran his fingers over my chest, his eyes boring into mine. He gently tilted the candle and about a teaspoon full dropped onto my chest. I wasn't an idiot, I know how hot candlewax is, who doesn't? But I figured maybe in the "heat of the moment" so to speak I wouldn't notice it so much. This theory of mine deemed a failure.
"Ouch!" I exclaimed. It left quite a red mark, but I still wanted to experiment. He found a way to only get a few drops on me at a time which whilst it stung, was still nice for that half a second of pain. He would alternate with the ice cubes on my chest, making me numb then dripping the candlewax over my frozen skin. At the very least, it was erotic and made me feel not so innocent in the best possible way.
His hand skipped down to my lips as he began to finger me. I was too wrapped up in kissing him to look what he was doing but before I knew it he had pushed an ice cube into my vagina.
"Too cold!" I exclaimed again. Without thinking I shot it straight back out of me, half melted. He began putting the ice cubes in his mouth which I liked, though overall I probably wasn't a huge fan of the extremes of hot and cold.
Just before he left, he was in the shower and I was staring at one of the candles. A ring of melted wax lay on the plate. Sheepishly, I took it, wrapped it carefully and placed it on my bag. I kept it for about a year on my mantlepiece and it remained the only thing physically I had to remind me of Edan.


-Endrin-

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