My First Blowjob

While I waited for Dylan to arrive at my apartment, I browsed the dvd collection. I was hoping watching a dvd would distract him from this silly infatuation he seemed to have spawned. Ordinarily I wouldn't have minded, but he had a girlfriend and I didn't want to get involved in a messy affair. I was a good girl after all. I selected my comedy flavour of the month, Detroit Rock City. How could I go wrong?
Dylan finally arrived and I offered him a drink and put on the film. I sat next to him but made sure no part of my skin was touching his, I was nervous. Throughout many times of watching the movie I noticed him glancing at me in my peripheral vision yet again. I was annoyed, intrigued, petrified and excited all at the same time. A few times I very quickly met his glance but returned my eyes to the screen. I had no idea what to do. Again I met his glance. As our eyes locked together I knew I couldn't look away this time. He leaned into kiss me and I screamed inside. My third kiss. It wasn't too bad, though he got rougher as the passion deepened. My neck started to strain so I straddled him, which retrospectively probably gave him the wrong impression. His teeth occassionally clashed with mine as his hand began to run over my body. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but it felt too late to stop. His fingers danced up my skirt and stroked my clit through my gstring. I was sitting up on my knees so the angle felt amazing. Given I had experienced manual sex with my two previous partners, I felt fairly comfortable with what he was doing. What he did next was quite suprising. He began to undo his pants and I felt thrown to the very edge of my comfort zone, dancing on it's edge. He picked up my hand and gently placed it on his cock. I gathered up my courage to look down and actually had to force back a giggle. It wasn't obscenely small, but comparatively speaking, it made Edan look like a caricature. It most definately demonstrated the "all penises come in all shapes and sizes" phrase. Looking away so I wouldn't laugh, I softly started to pull up and down his shaft. The short pulls I had to take felt so very different than the feel of Edan's 17cm cock. I held my eyes with his. If there was one thing I did know, it was that eye contact was very sexy and displayed confidence. I was absolutely terrified but I wanted him to think I was in control. He placed his hands on my shoulders, and started to push. I was now completely out of my comfort zone. This to me was skipping so many chapters, I hadn't even thought about oral sex - it was something I had planned to wait a few weeks for, until I was comfortable. I submited, and let him push, though I still wish I didn't. I was now eye level with this petruding hideous apendage which was about to be thrust into my mouth. I felt that it was too late to stop. I liked the guy, but did not think he was going to be this forceful. I believed a girls hand (or any body part for that matter) should never be moved onto a body part and that she will get there when she is ready. However my beliefs succumbed to my fear as I licked the head of his cock. Though it wasn't overpowering, there was a distinct cock taste and smell. I rolled my tongue around the head and pushed my lips down his shaft. I heard a moan and was quite pleased with myself. I thanked my stars that I had been researching sexology since Edan as I wanted to be good at everything. The learning was paying off.
After a while we realised the time and stopped. I was quietly glad for it, as I felt quite uncomfortable still. I should have stopped but it was all over and done with now, my first blowjob.
As soon as he left, I immediately brushed my teeth and scrubbed my hands. I kept smelling them, the cock smell wouldn't come off. After about four handwashes they were eventually clean. This wasn't too be the only time I had scrubbed the scent off my hands which I began to take as a sign that I wasn't comfortable with what had gone on.
I definately had a lot to think about now that I had not only given my first blowjob way prematurely, but I was now officially the other woman. Not to mention I was still curious about Mitchell's affections. It was definately something neither of them should ever know about.


-Endrin-