Sex VS Spirituality Part I

The night Dylan and I broke up, I happened to meet someone online named Jacob. We chatted for two or three weeks and I found him to be quite fascinating. For the life of me I couldn't remember what religion he was, but it was a religion that honoured vows of celibacy. He earned my respect when he told me he was a virgin as he was upholding his beliefs. He was however, an absolute kissing slut. Oddly enough, he had never performed oral on a woman before due to "lack of opportunity". He was also very "boy", not something I was used to. So he'd sway from seeming sweet to acting like a prick which was to my understanding what normal boys did. He had made his attractions to me clear but I remained cryptic as I had not long parted ways with Dylan.
The day we met we drove around for a while talking. There was no denying that we got along really well. We set off to go rock climbing but unfortunately we couldn't find the indoor rock climbing centre so we headed back to my place.

Big mistake.

As it always seems to happen, we kissed. Oh how we kissed. Not long afterwards he pushed me down on the couch and thrust his fingers up my skirt. I was slightly displeased, but didn't stop what was happening even though I wasn't 100% comfortable with it. Before I knew what was going on he wriggled down my body and pulled down my skirt and began lapping away at me. I say lapping because thats essentially all he was doing. It was like watching a dog lick the scraps off his plate after finishing his meal. I didn't want to embarass him as it was his first time licking up a woman, so I just let him have at it for a while whilst I lay and thought about other things more exciting, like paint drying. He came back up and whispered to me.
"Do you have any condoms?"
I was absolutely shocked. The idea of sex with anyone besides Dylan seemed frightening. I also didn't want him to regret it later given his celibacy.
"Yes, but we can't." I replied. "You're celibate." He agreed it was probably for the best and we spent the remainder of the afternoon having superficial conversations.
Thinking I had saved him ruining himself for his God was wrong. He did that himself when a month later he cheated on his girlfriend with some skank from work and fucked her like a muel. But at least I felt I had done the right thing.

Unfortunately, this was the start of unfinished business with Jacob.


-Endrin-